Disclosure by the author:
Prolific reader and a mediocre a writer
Much more effective at making fact based statements than emotional requests.
1 thing that I believe in, without any doubt is God’s desire and plan for us.
1 thing that I rely heavily upon and that is research from independent, world renowned organizations (I am an enneagram type 5 and will research any and everything for accuracy and amusement).
Clearly my questions were due to a lack of faith. There was no scientific argument or mathematical logic that could prove otherwise. The problem was I didn’t want to find shelter and hide in my faith, I needed to live and breathe in it.